“There is a wisdom of the head and a wisdom of the heart”- are the words of Charles Dickens. That being said, a conscious love could have led you into your own frantic hands. A situation where you can’t turn the nut off the stud, unable to feel if it’s going up or down. So, after you have given him the short time you decide to leave him upset. But if you go by the wisdom of your heart, in case of love, with the opportune patience you will see the unscrewed nut, easy on its way.
Well, anger is not always wisely related to good judgment. In your past, it was likely that your love could not reach its destination. Damn-the circumstance. My words would not lead you to probable reasons why you gave up on love, but to reasons to believe in giving love. Whether it’s because you have qualms about your intended recipient or because of the resultant estrangement anticipated regarding your past or that of others, don’t stop giving love. All conscious and felt destinies deserve to be united by love. You get there and find out if it can be delivered in the future. Not all trips are pleasant but they teach you where not to go.
Not even taking it into a universal perspective, but our neighborhood has become abuzz about the biggest and the smallest, the richest and the poorest, the celebrities and the followers. Shortly after you wash your hands of this flavor, you feel like the no-return investment of love has hit you while all the materialism. Period. You knew how beautiful it was to give love. A coward is one who is unable to express what he feels. Love has no limits for the feeling of care, respect, joy of being together and intimacy. Attaching to some prolonged grievance for the loved one who left you due to circumstances needs disintegration.
Often in love, the mind is friends with perceived reality, while the heart is boundless optimism. The situation is kept solvent by the wisdom of both. Relevant is the scope and applicability of either fix. This, ultimately, should call for the disembarkation of any relationship that does not respect love, but not the power to give it. There are things and people that need love to grow and feel like they belong to the world. It’s your beauty- show it, your strength- build it. Give more love to yourself and the universe. It will come back to you in all forms sooner or later.